I was sick. Very sick. Depressed, and lonely. Family problems, friend problems, my problems. But luckily, my happy go lucky attitude made it so I wouldn't go nuts. XD

It first started with my friends. Who are all philapinas. VERY nice people!! The type of people I wouldn't have hung out with back in highschool cause they looked popular, and too stuck up. But they are kind and caring. The only problem, they are way WAY too pretty, have boyfriends and don't have to worry about money. Makes me look like the "odd" one in the group. I don't want to go to clubs, parties, malls or even out in parks cause I'm always the lump on the log when guys go after them and not me, or their body guard when some creep comes up to them. When will I ever have a boyfriend? The only luck I may get is a blind guy who sees I'm very nice in the inside.

Then my 17 year old brother is getting way out of hand. He's going out with this obnoxious girl that no one likes in the least bit...and my grandparents are racist(all I'll say on that). So if he messes up and gets her preggers, he'll be disowned and it'll be up to me to carry on the family name...meaning, I'll have to get preggers from some random donor have a kid and not get married. I hate the thought of that happening to me, but I want to help on carring out the name if it does happen.

I'm turning to my RPG site I used to hang out in to raise up my happiness. And taking pictures of random things. (But I need a better camera...mine sucks). SO!! I need all the support I can get~! I'm glad to see I'm recognized when I came back to the DA, but I want it to continue~!

Thank you~!